Monday, March 9, 2009

The Sun Now Sets To Reveal Another Glorious Day

The last couple of years have challenged me to put on a face marked with balance and consistency. I am grateful for the life events that have gently guided me in this learning process because I feel that the development of this characteristic within my fiber has afforded me rewards many times over in various aspects of my life.

My former was described by those who know me best as pendulum-like, a sort of a push-pull dynamic, and perhaps even a little volatile. My emotions were often enigmatic to those who cared for me, and often mysterious even to the source (me). The navigation and exploration that ensued within myself was both thrilling and invigorating. Fortunately for me, I spent a great deal of time attempting to document days both significant and seemingly mundane, both eventful and routine, both blissful and also gut-wrenching. In retrospect, it was evident that there were days where I could employ my creative sensitivity to illustrate my state, and then there were days when there was barely enough time to connect pen to paper. Most of what I have written down is not only intensely personal, but also self loathed by my apparent limitations in vocabulary. But, I came across one modge-podge of words that struck me funny; I find it amazing how my life is, dichotomously, different and yet very much the same after eight short years. Anyways, once again I welcome you to me...

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